Yes, I was speechless when I saw him
...I..I...I was starring at him in that cold rain and I was looking like a crazy person at him. He was running in the rain, because outside a cold rain scared all the people, It started suddenly , the drops where big , and cold like ice. I was running before I met him because my house was close, but when i saw him , I stopped
. He saw me too, he looked at me but he did not stop, he said a cold ''HI PATTY~'' and he run like a hurt lion... I was standing in the front of the supermarket smiling like a idiot 
, I think that you are wondering why I was smiling when he 4 months ago broke my heart
, hurt me so badly....But I was smiling because I realised that ...
I didn't love him anymore, I did not care about him anymore 
...My smile dissapeared when I heard my mother's voice : '' PATRICIA, come into the house !~! outside is the end of the world and you are smiling?? '' I run in the house and did not say anything, my mother looked at me and said : Outside is a breaking-clouds ( in romanian: ,,ruptura de nori'' )! I hope that will end soon''
I went to my room , looked at the window and said : ,, The clouds are broken, but my heart is not anymore ''
Soo, even outside was only some grey clouds, in my heart was a big sunshine .. 
Thank you for reading this.. I hope that you like the way I tell my personal thoughts and the way I describe them
Have a good Day! 
P.S.: sorry if I spelled wrong some words ! 
